Monday, May 7, 2007

Who Stole My Alprax?

Who Stole My Alprax ?
Ah, it was there in the cupboard,
I couldn't have misplaced,
My most prized possession...
Nah, not a drug... my life instead,
My sleep, dream and sense.

Tell me, who stole my alprax?
An "over caring friend"
Or a curious child,
My mom couldn't have done it.
For it has been done silently.

Three days without sleep,
I am hitting keyboards in disdain,
Oh dear, read this little letter
And understand my pain.

The chemist asks for a prescription,
God! How should i tell him,
I know my problem,
And i fear the doc may know that better,
I am afraid of what he might discover.I
n any case, i need my alprax.

Not just pills,
My jewels, my dearest alprax...
Where is my packet of life.
Give it back, whoever you are
Or I am going to give up.
Give up completely,
Because without alprax,
I can't do, can't live.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

As a Benzodiazapine (Alprazolam, Diazepam + opiate+ alchohol) addict this was actually quite powerful and sad... Thankfully Im nearing the end of 15 years of torment.

People do not realise that high dosages need to be tailed down SO slowly; many have died from fits that occur in severe withdrawal.

So I know the desperation and only hope that this writer is not too physically addicted... if so your doctor will HAVE to help by law (in the UK) in case of possible fits/death from people attempting to 'cold turkey' Benzos..

Just talk to your doctor and explain to him well (or maybe choose a diferent doctor if u are worried- maybe show him this poem?)

I wish you much luck and hope you dont let the decades drip by like me- (also stomach ulcer from too many atm, heart probs, urinary tract... not fun)

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Ankur said...

thanx for the concern bt dnt worry .. i hv nvr taken the pill...

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